Dimitris

I don’t know where to begin. You are an amazing person Dim even if you don’t see it and I have noticed that since summer you are trying to be someone you are not because you are insecure and don’t think that you are enough. I love your true personality and I don’t see why you hate your physical appearance. What’s funnier is that you think that I hate you after all the things that we have been through but you have no idea. Dude, I can’t get over you and no one can replace you. I know that our (I don’t know what to call this) meant nothing to you but I am so grateful for it and I regret nothing. I just wish that you were sincere with me and not pretend that you like me so I won’t be hurt because knowing that I pressured you into this is even worse than rejection. I only said bad things and was sarcastic about you to your friend because I knew that he would tell you everything and I just wanted to see what you would answer. I don’t know why you say bad things about me though but If I said or did anything wrong I’m truly sorry. I just want us to have a mature conversation about our feelings for each other and be the way we were in the summer. I just want you to know that you are amazing both inside and out and that you are really funny and always make me laugh I love how your sarcasm and humor match mine. Lastly, I know that you have had a rough past and family issues, and unresolved trauma so if you ever want to vent, you know where to come.