Weakness

That feeling you get when he walks by you, the way you feel when you caught him staring at you. Weakness, a feeling leaving you ready to faint into his arms. The way you feeling when you see him, sit by him or do anything involving him. The way your heart beats and you can hardly speak around him, how he calls you cute, the way he laughs at your jokes and makes you feel as if you were the only person in his world. Weakness, the feeling you get when he walks by with a different girl, the pain you feel when you see them kiss. The way your heart sinks in with every moment you see him, how you know he will never chose you, how your just his friend. When you realize you'll never have a first kiss, how every he said never meant anything, how he'll never love you cause your not her.