tharun

like the waves i listened with him and the dogs I petted with him, like the walk we took in the lonely road and the place we sat at the cafe . I don't remember half of the things we talked ,but I remember the songs we cried to. yesterday I found out how properly beautiful you are ,how your smile gets big and real when you find something really funny.You are always thinking something and i try many times to get in your head, all the times i wished you were there , all the times i wished you never said those things because I cant seem to hate you, I am listening to the song you said which reminded you of me , now it reminds me a lot about us, because when us means more than just you and me . I have made some mistakes tharun . I am scared to forget the way it used to feel to be in your arms . I am scared that i might not get over you because you might have been the only boy I really loved .I never understood it until you left, No its not the attention i miss , I miss you tharun I am more than just what you think, I am also just a girl who needs love,your love .Asking you to come back for me. I hope you find this the day I tell you to look up because this is gonna be there forever ,here,anytime you miss me . I am leaving this here and leaving us. dino.