Salma

Hey, It’s me. I’m writing this cause I want to talk to you, talk to me. Talk to myself. So here I am. Writing on urban dictionary. So tell me. How do I get over regrets? You see I could wish I never lied and just told the truth, but how do you tell the truth when the truth is worse then the lie. In a situation like that I should have just not said anything. I should have not gotten anyone involved. I don’t know why I did. I think about it from time to time. I think I was just alone. But here I am alone again. I have all these friends but no one really knows me. I want to be an open book, maybe I can’t be now but one day I might just be. It’s the only thing that keeps me going I’m just scared, scared if I’m wrong. I don't always feel like this, I distract myself with going out with friends, working, going shopping, studying but I can’t always distract myself cause sometimes I just run out of things to do. Thank you.