Roshan

Usually a name given to young boys in South Asia. Boys with this name are never loud or too quiet. Never too bold or too cowardly. Never too passionate or too emotionless. In fact, they are nothing at all. They are somewhere In the middle of mediocre and sound. Name a baby girl Roshan and it becomes a whole different story. People will always assume its pronounced differently. How otherwise would you have a boy's name? How else could you justify it unless to say its French and it means gentle and soft. But she is far from soft. She is boundless, infinite and the strength of the world doesnt shed a light on her sunshine. She knows how cruel the world is and still loves it. She's afraid to chose her self because she's always been the responsible one. That's what it's like - in an Asian family. The sons are ambitious and the women are dutiful. So she never chose herself. Always every one else. And she thinks the world doesn't really see her. She soemtimes feels as if she's alone because she knows so much but then she speaks and its like you've née heard words before, and if you did they're all irrelevant now. All dust and Ash in comparison. She is fire and she is burning - ceaselessly. Be careful of Roshans if they are girls, because you will never be able to forget them.