Jaelyn

jaelyn is a beautiful girl. she’s amazing, trustworthy, loyal, and respectful. i wish she could say the same thing about me. i lied about her as a joke, but i took it too far. and not only did it affect her, but payton as well. i lost them both. jaelyn never did anything to me, every secret i told her, she kept, so it’s not fair to her that i can’t do the same. she has common sense, i lack it. she’s pretty, i’m not. she’s smart, i’m not nearly as smart. she’s loyal, i’ll never be that. she’s trustworthy, i’m not. everything she is i’m not, but we were still able to mix and become good friends. and even though we were only friends for a few months, they were really great. and it’s heartbreaking to think they will never come back. it’s heartbreaking knowing that you can’t take back what you did, no matter what you do. but i deserve this. what i did was uncalled for and unnecessary. i disrespected her and her private business that didn’t need to be spoken to other people. and i’m sorry, even if she sees this and ignores this, i understand, it’s was a get for being a horrible friend. but i hope that soon we can both call each other “my friend” and hopefully “my best friend”💔🤞🏽