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Hello fear I can’t say you are welcome here, but I am not surprised you are near. Faith I am trying to hold on to. But the things that I connected (possibly in solely my head) have disappeared. He has gone dark on a way we said “good morning”. I’m still chilling on delivered. The negative thumbs just won’t stop. My beloved numbers I barely can do, only a few. New accounts on here send my overthinking in high gear… A few numbers I consistently moved along with someone else, I thought it was you know who… but it appears I have no clue…. As that has stopped now too. I fear… Our love we will never hear. In his arms I will never be near. I will never be able to say “welcome home my dear” How I would love to talk over a beer… But instead words I type on here… Praying one day my dream will appear!