heroin

white powder(china white),mexian black tar.When i did it the first time i said,not me im stronger than that, i wont have a problem.Ya, chased the dragon til i was broke. Pawned anything and everything of slightest value that i owned n could possibly get my hands on.Its like missing an old friend when its not around or after smoke clears n u realise what youve done(i had this realization a month after being clean). then theres the sick you get when you dont have it...so sick all you have energy to do is think of or try to get more ...the chills,pain,and twitches....ugh! ....your brain does an autoswitch to junkie mode and you find yourself doing ANYTHING just to get a bit more...just one more time...just one more...just one more,i swear. If you like drugs i highly recomend staying away from this.....ive been clean about 6weeks and i still dont feel good and even though i know its horrible,i still miss her. Ahm,.... and i always will.Just one more time,...just one more....just one more,i swear...............