HeartBroken

When someone Breaks up with you. You feel all this pain in your stomach and it hurts for a day or 2. You sit in your room crying your eyes out wondering what you did wrong to deserve this. After you tell someone it spreads around the school and everyone's talking about it. You find someone else a month or 2 later and they ask you out you say yes because you feel like you've moved on. But you didn't and right when you start dating all these memories come back to you and cry in your room and keep on asking yourself what you did wrong to the specific person. You realize that they never loved you, you realize that they never meant a sweet unharmful word they said to you...and then you know they lied and your sadness turns into hatred and anger. You ask them what you did wrong and you start to fight with them over the phone you know that you both hate each other now and will never get back together because they never meant the " I love you so much baby" you realized you committed to the relationship more than he/she did and now you know that you can't get over this person because you loved them with all your heart. You lost a piece of you, you lost your light, and your world...now you are in complete darkness and you wonder why all of your friends can have better relationships than you. You feel like everything is your fault. You feel like you don't belong on this planet anymore. You never speak to them again but you see them in public and all of it coms back.