heartbroken

When you here this persons name it makes you want to kill yourself. It is the worst feeling in the world. Everything hurts you mind, your body, you feel like nothing is every going to be the same again. All you want is to be happy, and its as if that's to much to ask for. You feel stuck. You feel like... you will never be happy again and you no clue what to do with yourself. All you want is to be with that person. And it feels like the whole world is against you. All you want to do is kill yourself. You have no energy, and you feel like you have no point to live. All you ever wanted was that person, that person made you happy. And know there the reason your crying everyday all day. It also doesn't get better it gets worse and worse every day. When you see that person you want to talk to them but you have no clue what to say. You get scared around them and your face gets red. People say they know what it feels like and they don't. Nothing can fix how you feel now not even the person that broke you. You don't know what to do with your self anymore. You start to loss more people and you have never felt more alone now.