Hayien Tee

I've seen there is no definition for this, and I wanted to write one on what I feel about this word, well for me, this isn't just a word it's a name. Hayien is a very special name to mean I'm a ftm and I've got a character I used in stories with this name, and he is male, I never felt as comfortable writing female based stories as I wanted the protagonist to be a male not a female. Writing things about this character made me feel good, then I started to write more and more about this character that I was obsessed with the name and I couldn't use any other name in descriptions all stories had to have a Hayien in it. After write for ages I started to realise I wanted the life Hayien has, he is cool and courageous, and this is where I started to weep for hours and stress on why I could just be a male? After night's and days stressing, I finally came out as trans, and my name is gonna be Hayien, since it was what helped me through this! This may not make sense, but if you are on of those people who you know, just decided to search up 'Hayien' for no reason at all, or maybe you too wanted to see if it actually had a meaning? Here is my meaning for this word, since there isn't a official one. Hayien- A cool, courageous , inspirational person. And if you do search this word up it would be cool to know who searched it up, even if it's in years time, my user on tiktok is Hayien_