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Difficult however fails to describe the last few moments before the final exit. The last few glances, the most comfortable yet most uncomfortable hug, and even the process of physically and emotionally letting go, even temporarily It is fun however when difficult refers to the task of not being able to decide between the epitome of the comfort of being in a tent vs exploring the outside world. Difficult is also fun when it includes dilemmas of what to eat and matters of personal hygiene like brushing at night and optional second showers. However, difficult is not fun when it comes to dropping someone off and literally waving and walking away. No amount of turning around and still seeing them and seeing the same nostalgic smile on their face will change that. Difficult is the journey back home, which doesn't feel so homely anymore and difficult is reading sentimental texts from the person who has just left trying hard to make it less depressing Difficult is sleeping at night the next day comparing it to the previous nights and most difficult is to feel this for so many nights even after that. Difficult is discussing the memories and not being able to express the longing even if it's already been discussed, because no words can do justice Difficult is to carry on with normal life without feeling like it's all a show you have to put on because reminiscing is even more difficult, even though frequent discussions help yet in their own way make it more difficult to bounce back