depression

its when you put on a happy face and go through life knowing that it's not really a gift but more a punishment you will see some people saying some pretty disturbing thing about it and its somewhat true as a person who has it myself I know what some of these things are talking about and some I feel my self too. its the feeling of knowing that some part of you is missing and its in a place that you will never find it will push you tell you can't take it no more and you just feel/say "why" you feel why keep going on only to suffer and then some think why don't I just end it. and the all you see when you open your eyes is a big black void and then there it is you have take your life.....