Depression

Depression is that moment you go up to your room lock the door and burst out crying or slitting your wrists and you realise no one actually knows how unhappy you are you get judged for doing things you do people presume you do everything for attention but no one knows how you really feel they just see the smile you put on your face or the laugh you push and you don’t speak to people about how you actually feel because you know they don’t give a flying fuck you cant trust anybody because you never know when there going to give up on you sometimes you just wish you could end it all people think there doing the right thing by doing whatever they do to help but they don’t know your dying inside 😔