Amar

Somebody who is wise, smart but kept secret. He is very loyal and somebody you will never find again. I miss him more than anything, but no matter how many times we tried i fucked up. He has the best love and will give u the best memories. He loves food, especially ramen, I remember this one time we were on the phone and we had a little date. We both made ramen and he was telling me he never wanted to lose me, he cried and I knew in that moment my heart will forever belong to him. He loved me so much not a day goes by I don't miss him. The more I mature I realized him being overprotective, was nice. I loved it and it showed me he cared, why didn't I show him my love better? He cared for me and loved me more than anything, sad I didn't realize it enough. Maybe we weren't meant to be.. even though I wanted him to be more than anything. He is so loyal and deserves everything. He doesn't like people, hes not much of a people person which makes him interesting. Hes the realest person and a person you'd die for. I don't know if he will ever see this but If you do I wont ever find somebody like you. I never wanted to but it was tough. Amar Douglas I love you and I need you but i keep fighting it. You can talk to Amar for hours and never get bored. That comfort they bring won't ever equal anyone else's. 💔