ADDICTION.

ADDICTION TO SELF HARM: It's like, when you're upset.. the only way to release that stress.. is through blood, and splitting flesh.. I've promised myself to stop, but.. so much is happening at one time, it's nearly impossible, people say drugs, and alcohol are the most addicting things, cutting is one of the hardest things to let go of, nearly impossible in my case, and I hate when people act like it's nothing.. "oh, you cut yourself.. that's not that big of a deal!" it is a big deal, each cut slowly goes deeper and deeper, each cut, slowly get closer to veins, and its like.. a temptation, that just crawls through your skin.. the feeling, it's so relieving, once you start, you don't want to stop.. you just want to go deeper, to end it all, and you can't.. because you know that once you do, there is that one person.. that you KNOW will be crushed if you do.. cutting is no joke, cutting is no trend, its an addiction ..