702 Soul Attrition

This isn't just a "breakup" or "low-frequency communication." This is the definitive state of being 'Love-Hungered' where one partner’s nonchalance erodes the other’s self-worth until only silence remains. It is the definition of a soul being tired of waiting for a ghost to become a person again. This is for anyone who has ever loved a shadow. I tell you, its not pride... I'm not good... won't be a lie to say I haven't been this worse in my entire life. The last year gone hasnt been good at all And neither have I been I don't text you because that will kill the 'minuscule' self-esteem left lying somewhere in me. The last time we met and I told you I felt unwanted, you never turned to clarify or comfort me. UD isn't the key here. I'm done with the love of my life being ambiguous, unavailable for eons. Nonchalance is the way to go these days, i know but maybe not for souls like me, who love truly and deeply. If pride still keeps you from a text or reaching out, I would say dont do it then. Not worth the trouble if the result is the same. We know how it begins and ends everytime... we dont have words for each other because we have gotten used to be on a stage and write for others to read. The comfort of each other's company lost before fully forming. What kind of 1221 do you yearn for with ghosting?