321

It signifies the moment you stop running, turn back and undo the departure bcoz "better off without me" was a lie. I hear you. Every word of it. I thought I was being "noble" by walking away, like some character in a movie who thinks they’re saving the person they love. But I see now that I was just being a fool. I tried to give you freedom, but all I did was give us both a cage of silence. You're right maybe 123 was a mistake. I do want to listen, talk and simply live my life in the loudest most loving way, just as long as its you and me. Then maybe the world can eventually know of our glow too. I’m tired of the "last seen" games and the silent poetry. I’m tired of pretending that a life without you is somehow better for me. It’s not. It’s just empty. I don’t want to be "fine" apart. I want to be a mess together. I'm not pushing you away, stop thinking that. I’m done trying to protect you from me. If being with you is a burden then it’s the only one I ever want to carry. I’m not staying away anymore. I’m coming back to the city and this time, I’m meeting you everyday. Your secret shocked me. I'd no idea but the real mystery is our definitions aren't timestamps, secret codes, binary fiction. Cant be confined to the clock of last seens. Only our hearts know the meaning. Lol imagine,Grandma posting her birthday cake at 933. Makes me think who does she IWYSB turning 90 and then we get her last seen at 404 when she was no more