Darlandria Mug

She’s a sweet girl . She does everything to make people proud of her or to believe in her but her smile fades at night . She like the loneliness come over her . She never thought what she does do to make her own self proud. She’s a strong person she been through so much put she never back down she never stopped she just came back harder then before but the only question is what makes her happy? What’s does she do to make her own self proud? Why do she wanna please people so much ? She refused to answer these questions . Sometimes she wants to cry but her proud won’t let her shed a tear sometimes she wants to talk about it but her second thoughts tell her to keep it to herself and stop being soft . She’s strong but sometimes the strongest soldier needs a shoulder to lean back on ,to cry on, to talk to, she feels like nobody understands her so she talks to herself. While she’s trying to please everyone she’s losing and hurting herself in the process and she digs the hole deeper and deeper till finally she can’t dig herself back out so she’s stuck between dirt and dirt . Another question can she forgive the people who did her dirty? Can she let them go? Can she just talk about it? No she can’t because she feels like she didn’t deserve any of that treatment that she got but yet she still got it yet she still cried yet she still didn’t heal yet she’s breaking a heart that’s trying to fix hers.