Toni

So many things to tell a Toni: I'm sorry: 4 my reactions. I never meant to hurt u. I was hurt by myself, by my insecurities. And then angry with myself 4 reacting like that Thank u: 4 your reflextion, 4 bringing new passages to my conciousness. 4 letting me look at myself and see all of my faces I see u: since the first message I knew u were different, someone similar to me.. 3 months ago. Then I saw your picture, not your face, and thought: wow! looks hot! Our FIRST contact was on the phone, a Friday, 2 days before the text message and what first came to my mind was.. hmm nice masculine voice.. and.. that was an easy going conversation! great! The first time I saw u in person.. yes, I played an actor.. but also could see the expression of your eyes.. I read u.. and I liked it. And as a magnet.. this only has happened with very few in my life.. I touched u without intention (this happened to me with u in several times.. u awake my pure wild instinct) I love u: yes, I do, because I love myself and I will always wish u the best no matter what.. together or not I need u: no. I have survived all of my life.. And will survive until I'll die, with or without u What I want? I want to share with you all of me. Get naked: body, mind and soul.. which is the biggest fear of my life and will only do it with the one who knows how to. Share with you the goods and the bads, the adventures and the boring days, the joyful and the sad days.. And the never ending story.. cause it's ALL.