Sam

Idk what's going on in my mind rn but i guess i've to write this one. Hi, it's me again, we've each other since long time ago, but i feel we're like strangers. Sam, it's ur name, it's such a common name but for me personally it's a wonderful name that brings joy to me whenever i heard it. You're a great person I'd say, you're kind, smart, and have good personality. Even though some people say otherwise but for me you are still you. I knew you since we're kid, we growing up together, i saw every change and development of you. And it's all became a main reason why i fallin' to you. You can be a funny person at times and be a quite person as well but you just show it to your closest friends. I hope you'd never find this, coz i would feel so embarrassed surely LOL. I really enjoying time when I saw you, i really like you but you don't. Well i'm not complaining about this one, due to i don't fit your criteria haha. But i just wanna say sorry for everything i've done, i know i make you feel uncomfortable and even humiliate you, i'm really sorry. My only purpose's to be your friend, but I guess you misunderstood me. That's okay it's just a past, we shouldn't see the past to face what come after. In the end i'm still ur secret admirer haha After all the effort to forget all this, i still end up like i used to. I might not lucky in love, but i realzing this's how life is suppose to be. We cant force everthing happen like our scenario, cuz life is a gift and every day's a mystery.