Izzy Carty

Izzy Carty this is for you..... I know that you'll never see this but I'm to scared to message you this . I miss you so much like no words can describe how much I miss you. We were unbreakable and the bestest due in the world. I could tell you everything and I know you would keep it safe. I cry nearly every night thinking of you, knowing that I probably won't every have you back in my life. I miss going out to the white rose, walking down to school, sleepovers and how we would always be there for one another. It's different now at school, I'm not enjoying it one bit. I don't want to come into school anymore. My anxiety has gotten really bad and I wish you was here for me :(. I remember that time me and you stood outside my house in the rain and I gave you my jumper cos you was cold, I remember that time we went shopping in Primark and got matching shirts ( I still have it) and my favourite memories was when we use to go on call for hours and just laugh our head off. I honestly miss you so much.... I've never had a friendship as good as mine and your and I really hope that we get to have that friendship back. It's been 3 months now and we still haven't spoken, I don't know why you think I would do anything like that. I miss you so much and I wish we were still mates.