Heartbroken

When everything you know and rely on is torn apart, because everything you believe in is love, understanding, and a mystery feeling you can't describe. Then one day you find a happiness that makes you...well you can't describe it. Then you realize it's love for a person you never counted on falling for which makes it the first love. You've loved before but not like this. Yet, that person doesn't love you that way, and you can't not have them in your life so you watch from the side lines as they date wrong person after wrong person. Still you love them, and day after day you watch as your heart is crushed leaving you a wreck of a person still clinging to hope. You still believe that one day they'll come around, but you and everyone else knows that not true. But you believing still is what causes the most pain.