Fire

You fuel his fire .. And you know this .. Yet … And then … stalker boy .. my definitions you’re now following me online as I don’t go out anymore … as soon as the new def hits I lgo away … come back, just feel it’s you, has your holy essence … So .. Attention … you have it … Write for me .. we can dance .. make sure I know it’s you .. not the usual bullshit … So what’s your issue … ? Jealousy … Yet looking at the 2 of us … who looks the perfect gent and who is the complete wreck .. the depression years show big time … yep the eyebrows don’t lie … take all my stress out on them … well some stress … Yet fake smile people seem to fall for .. gentle demeanour hiding your agenda … even took a while for me to really see you … and I’m good at it … and maybe I used to exhibit the same … as I was unhappy thinking I was happy…. Strange life … So just has the most random thought … what if … What if … What if … She turns about to be real .. all those beautiful words (that you take and fuck with and whatever else … I refuse to imagine.. like a lot of things in life ..) And I’m real And you see us As happy .. wistful .. as the summer breeze … we see you .. you see us … Lol .. maybe I do want a happy ending ;)