Due diligence

Due diligence … I have spoken of some random things here Didn’t mean to … baited To me it’s my life .. me .. if you don’t like it please don’t know me .. avoid me .. Life was shit empty lame .. many things contributed to this Over a lifetime a happy soul gets drained The way of this world Root of the nastiness .. yes humans but recent experience .. suffered this myself as part of my learning .. forced to deal using only wits and intuition.. what both my guide and higher self called a trap .. :) for something not very pleasant .. no idea but apparently I did good .. and this morning cause I cleansed all protection leaving myself open .. and my guide is a bit like that … Likes using me as bait … Anyways .. sad, depressed lonely is a good sign but the scariest of possessions .. it can be anyone and no fault of their own … scary feeling places … feel like you’re being followed ? Oh perhaps also it could be stalker boy … ;) What i realised was essential before I ascend (alone) or burn (alone) is solutions .. can’t break a glass ceiling without a few plasters at ready …