Darcy

Darcy, the most amazing unique smart funny guy with the best personality. He can make you smile even at your downest moments, i was lucky enough to be with this one special guy but stupid me ruined it with my horrible behavior i wish i could go back and change the shit i did because he didnt deserve that, he didnt deserve to be hurt like that. A part of me wants to beg for hin back to restart or try again in time, but i understand sometimes whens its over its just over even if u dont want it to be. Letting go if him is the hardest thing ive ever had to deal with he made me so happy, i wish i made him happy to but i was to selfish, but if your reading this just know that i love and miss you and that if you gave me another chance every thing would be different than last time we were together. Id make you smile all the time id help you in your lowest moments id never make you feel like you have to be sorry for anything, i wouldnt make you feel bad for leaving or having to work or not being able to hang out, i was stupid i realise i wrong and bad my attitude was and i do understand you dont wanna be with me again. Just know tho that i will always be here, youll always have a place in ny heart even if im not in yours, thank you for all the great memories you gave me.