Bleed

When the only way you communicate is through this channels, instead of asking me to talk directly face to face or on the phone. I need to speak out my truth cause I cannot keep it inside me anymore. Why didn't you, his mentor, correct Arnold when, in your presence, he could have braken my nose the day before? Why didn't you correct him when he pushed me and threw me to the floor and grabbed my hair? I can imagine the shock you were experiencing, yes. Another fucking lust image that was never intentioned. Couldn't you see I was also in shock, like you, and I didn't know how to react except run away and laugh? Never in my life have seen myself in this situation before.... Until this moment I didn't thought that an innocent crush could go so far. Extra full attention and boundaries are gonna be my measures, with common sense and softness, and wishing for holidays to arrive to leave space.