Bipolar

Bipolar is getting attached to anyone who gives you attention, constantly craving that person’s attention and time, and overthinking the smallest things. Bipolar will have you obsessing over someone when you just met them just because they asked how your day was. Bipolar is switching up fast when someone energy changes in the slightest. Bipolar is exploding on those you love, without control. Bipolar is feeling terrible after and leaving everyone traumatized. Bipolar is when little words affect you. Bipolar is when your happiness depends on another individual. Bipolar is thinking you’re better but then realizing it’s just mania. Bipolar is feeling like everyone hates you and have every reason to hate you. Bipolar is wondering why nobody loves you the same level you “love”them. Bipolar is catching yourself crying just because they forgot to tell you good night. Bipolar is not realizing what you say affects others. Bipolar is feeling things on a deeper level than the average person. Bipolar is hating yourself for getting upset at something you shouldn’t. Bipolar is driving people away and not knowing why. Bipolar is feeling worthless, empty, and numb. Bipolar is not having energy to do the simplest things. Bipolar is feeling alone in a crowd of people. Bipolar is scary and unexpected. Random triggers. The switch that switches within seconds, you become another person, filled with anger and rage. It’s knowing you’re hurting the other person and not being able to stop.