Benjamin

Benjamin is a guy you cant really describe. It's like like an overwhelming feeling you can t even begin to wrap your mind around. He's someone you never thought you'd ever meet and fall for, but like love, you unexpectedly willed yourself to do. I don't know when to begin or even how. Benjamin was my best summer romance, and in fact, last. We may have had our own little complications but isn't that just life? He taught me so many thing, even if he was younger. Whenever I said his name myself, I would giggle like a little girl. But what could I say? I was a teenager in love with my best friend and I know that's cliche but I guess that's what we were. We were a cliche summer love and, that, I could live to promise. I'll always remember him. A Benjamin, MY Benjamin, will always stay in your life, and that's one of the reasons why I'm still so in love with him. I pray for him now and then and, when I'm lonely, I think about our silly little love notes and messages. He was my inspiration for a good two years, and he was the one reason I am who I am today. Like I said in the beginning, Benjamin isn't someone you can just describe, but I certainly tried. It doesn't even do him half the justice he deserves, but its the thought that counts and nowadays I find him in my thoughts alot.