School

I have to wake up at 7:30am and drag myself into a lukewarm shower and motivate myself to keep on breathing, sort my hair and get into my uniform like everyone else. Look into the crowd and notice everyone looks the same, anyone who wears the 'wrong' shoes or maybe has on some jeans or a hoodie, maybe just wearing there tie incorrectly. Gets sent to the head teachers office and is given into trouble, there reason?, we need to show 'pride' in our school -_- Get to class after being pushed through tiny hallways like cattle, being stared at and observed through classroom windows. Walk in and sit down, teachers put on a brave face and try to do there best. There are some teachers who can't be bothered, some who really try and believe in there students and the ones who have 'favourites' and treat anyone below the line with contempt and derision. I do my best, i really do, but it gets to a point where i have to relax and float through my classes. Not really taking anything in and spacing out. Weekends, well, only happen once a week. Summer is fleeting and then your thrown back in Holidays are few and far between Bullying happens a lot and is overlooked, drugs are an escape i guess and most kids in my class take them.