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Weirdo here...Hi it's me AGAIN. I know you must be tired or bored or annoyed by this kind of communication. You may even think Im a coward who can't tell this to you directly but it's little true. On that day I lied to you bcuz it was overwhelming and all of a sudden it was many things and the whole future came before my eyes like flashes I got little scared. And another reason why I lied was I was mentally depressed and unstable due to some family problems. I hurt you by those things that I said on that day. I know it was very bad of me. I think about that day everyday it's a reminder to me that how bad person I am. Who get a chance like this...chatting with your so-long 'school crush' for the first time(yes you read it right and it's the story i mentioned) and finding out she's exactly a clone of you and becoming a best friend who she's open with and feeling some connection evn from previous birth lol and becoming a person who she love. But in the end I just messed and destroyed everything, wasn't I? I'm Sorry. Saying sorry about million times isn't enough for what I did. But you forgiving me is all enough. And the Truth is "I Love You". That's why I'm doing this all. I know now I'm overwhelming you with all these things. Think and decide whatever you feel. Also this actually feels good too or not for you. I'm sooo Sorry for keep doing this. I'll try to talk to you directly through texts if you want to or.... TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO? Byeee