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The feeling when you don’t want to or are trying to fall out of love, but you can’t help but still be in love or falling in love with someone. Signified by feelings of self hatred, shame, or despair. This doesn’t mean you necessarily Hate being in love, it simply means that you feel ashamed or don’t want to be in love due to negative emotions or yourself holding yourself back.
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