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Always being sad but wearing a mask to hide the river of tears from coming and never truly being happy . Billie eilish is not depressing. Also never fully trusting anyone and shutting out everything. I am not some random teen saying this I am a teen living this so dont make it a joke . I'm call it the big sad darkness and sometimes it's all I see
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